this is the truth about hijabis, we dont have hair we have knives
It’s been awhile since I’ve been on tumblr. A lot has been going on and has changed within these last few months. I finally left Connecticut and figured it was time to go home. I needed to stop moping around in a room after my friend died. I needed to stop drinking and not doing anything. I needed to also get a job because I wasn’t even in school anymore. I had to start living again. So I went “home” back to Pennsylvania and at first regretted it because it was back to the same old shit. Nonstop fighting and my mom even punched me in the face on one drunken night. However, I sucked it up and still pushed on. I ended up landing a full-time job at a factory. I mean it’s not where I want to be, but it’s allowing me to pay my bills and save money to move before I go back to school. And yes, I am going back to school! I don’t want to be stuck working these shit jobs for the rest of my life. There is no way in hell. I also hate this third shift shit, but at least I don’t have to wake up early and I was already a night owl. It’s also a plus to have the weekends off, but again there are a lot of pros and cons. I barely have time to go on tumblr and post. I barely have any time for myself anymore. Yet, this is what I need to do right now. It will get me to the point I need to be.
people romanticize growing up in the 90s but we had our struggles
catholicschoolgirlsonheroin asked: never talk to the cops. unless you're forced to. & then, only with your lawyer present.
Yeah, that’s what I figured and that’s why I’m just going to wait.
"Lie to me like you used to
Tell me everything is how it should be
Lie to me, did you have to?
Because in the end it never matters what I think
And I can barely tell the sky from the shoreline
And I can see myself reflected in your eyes”